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My dearest darkest angel awaken from your troubled sleep it is time to face the dawn with wings outspread and blade unsheathed battle awaits, my angel can you feel it? the sweet smell of blood is already with me ah, can't you hear it calling you? the blood red battlefield cries for your blood will you kill or be killed? even angels may fall at a mortal's tattered sword yes, let your anger build for rage is the fire which fuels you I can see it building in your eyes will you not satisfy your craving? then let us go, my angel, into the depths of battle we can quench your thirst there with the blood of those who fall

Oh if only you knew If only I could tell you Just how I feel The emptiness inside Often becomes too much to bear It's dark here inside my head Hard enough to see the light without you When you're gone it's terrifying, Darker than night and cold as ice Sending chills down my spine It's enough to break me Even more than I already am When you're beside me I suddenly feel invincible No one can harm me I am ten feet tall And growing What you do to me Is unexplainable You give me wings So that I might fly You lift me up High above the world So that I may see The light that still remains And yet somehow you manage To curse

I smiled at myself in the mirror this morning, For once my reflection proving satisfactory I walked briskly to school this morning, Convinced that today would be better than the others She handed him a candied rose And said "I like you" She walked away and told me so My heart broke in two My smile faded with every passing hour I no longer was capable of feeling happiness An excruciating hour was spent by his side, Knowing he could never be mine I kept hoping things would change, That something would happen, That he would tell her He didn't feel the same He handed her a note It said "me too" He never spoke the words Except t

The fear inside is building I feel its fiery tendrils flare to lick the back of my throat like a great black beast it looms over my tired body and weighs me down with its great weight its black tentacles of death wrapping round me pulling me deeper down into its pit of darkness is it real or is it that death has finally come? let it come, I am ready I am not afraid let it take me down into the hell I have expected, built by the life I have lived, wasted in battle no, it was not a waste the blood I shed was worth every drop spilled so I stare death in the face and it stares back with its cold, burning eyes hoping to de

I feel so sick, so numb slamming of doors outside my room makes my heart pound in my sickly chest stomach sinking, churning my broken heart falls into its acidic depths vision blurs as heat rises up around me my face is burning I could die right here at this desk unfinished homework I'll never complete I swallow hard, mucus stops up my throat I could puke right now but I won't and so the sickness just gets worse I leave only to return again to the same old pile of shit, lying there right where I left it a scar that hasn't gone away for weeks passing quickly in the hall avoiding looking into her face knowing it would be too p

I hope you realize Now that I have seen your face Experienced your kiss and your warm embrace That I won't forget I won't forget The way you held me close Melted everything that might have froze And treated me as something special I won't forget That feeling you gave me How I wanted only you to save me And wash my cares away I won't forget How that night suddenly shattered Only to become a lost dream, scarred and tattered Never to be brought together again No matter how many years pass us by Every time I see you I stare and sigh Though inside I continue to try To hide the tears I am longing to cry I can't forget How much

I wear a mask that you cannot see I hide behind the shadows of what I used to be All that's left is an allusion to the future Nothing is real Living in this hollow shell Blood falls like rose petals no one hears my silent screams Chorus one: I fall, I crawl to where I think is safe I take, I break under the pressure I can't stand everyday life it makes me sick But still I pull the mask over my face To keep everyone else from harm's way I'm always stuck smack dab in the middle Alone between the feuding few and you don't seem to care Chorus two: I saw, I claw for higher grounds I cry, I'm dry from an eternity of tea

Just trying to say goodbye It's kind of hard when you don't know why If I were to die today Would you cry for me over my grave? It hurts me even when I don't believe you Maybe it's better when I try to deceive you Tell you that I'll be around forever But in my heart I know you'll love me never It's dark and cold This is getting old You break me again My soul's already been sold Memories flitting over my eyes Scared and blind I forget to ask why Why I let you get away with this But every time I swing I always seem to miss There isn't a day that goes by That I don't regret The mess you made when we first met Staring skyward

Chapter 2 So now the young mages were asleep on the floor Luckily they were just by a mundane's home door So into their home the two teens went In the stranger's bed, the two soundly slept. Desmeranda Rolled over unable to open her eyes, her head hurt so much, she groaned and tried to lift herself up but failed in doing so. "SISTER! SIIIIIIISTER!!!  ONE OF THEM IS WAKING UP" screamed a little boy "Hush Jeremy!  Don't yell!  They have gone through a lot let them rest!"  Said the sister quietly. "But sister!  One of them just moved and fell down again" Whispered Jeremy "Which one?"  Asked the sister softly "That one" whispered Jeremy